short entry.. rushing to book in..

service was great.. pm was wonderful..
presence was felt strongly..
regain my confidence which i lost..
afraid to move in the Spirit..
but now..
tangible presence..
haven felt that way in a long long time..
much much greater than what i'm capable..
I love You Jesus
great assurance from You really changes my thinking..

heart full of emotions after watching the 9pm show..
so many things i wanna say..

why do shows like to use christian funerals when they want to portray a quiet funeral and not a chinese one?
this really struck me i'm serious.. i heard God speaking.. He says, because in Him, we can find peace..
one wrong choice.. taking things for granted.. not treasuring.. not realising the things and situations around.. people regret..

while i was bathing..
why only think of the bad things people do.. think of what good they had done for you..

awaited so long for this
great expectation of every meet
it was a great time
excluding all the reminders
the feeling of being so left out

half day off..
gotta pray more for this is the season..

happy belated birthday to myself..
great birthday celebrations
great birthday gifts
great birthday wishes
what can i say..

hmm why is birthday so significant?

祝我生日快乐
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜 难
像切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你
带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

喜欢是一点点的爱
爱却是深深的喜欢

鱼对水说, 你不会知道我流下的眼泪, 因为我在水里
水对鱼说, 我已经感受到, 因为你在我心里

to be with someone you love,
or be with someone who loves you?

some random stuffs that i caught.. haha
anyway, i think i joke too much
i need to be more serious..

there goes my right ankle..

hmm.. the 9pm show on chan 8 now is pretty good.. hah..
jeanette and dawn yeoh are so pretty..

when something becomes a habit; it is so difficult to change out of it

我喜欢妳的眼神 温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜 我会看不见
想要张开双手 把妳宝贝
想和妳天天見面 想帶妳环遊世界
我喜欢你爱逞強 笨笨的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸 坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界 不够完美
但有了你在我身边 什么都很OK

第一个心愿 为你 把幸福推积
天涯到海角 头发到呼吸
下一个心愿　给你 最好的自己
再许个心愿 我的爱把你占领

为什么为了小事 就要掉眼泪
好像有太多的事 只能自己揹
其实只要你说一句OK
现在就立刻马上 变成你的Superman
这世上最重要的 不只是誓言
只要你常常记得 亲亲我的脸
我會永遠 记得這個今天
还有很久的那一天 我也要有你陪

Jesus You
You hold the world with Your unfailing love
The heaven sings Your praises from above
In Your name lips shall praise and knees shall bow

Father You
The universe exalts in who You are
The stars declare Your wonder far and wide
How majestic is Your love throughout my life

In You.. I find my peace
In You.. I bend my knees

You are Lord of Heaven
You shall Reign in all the earth
I humbly bow before Your majesty
Now I will sing Your praises
And I will sing forevermore
I'm captivated by Your love in me

I need some prayers.. I meant I seriously need alot of prayers..
confused, disturbed, stuggled..

hmm.. what a holiday.. supposed(you know why later) to go prawning on wed night with mingli, hf, xt and jt.. in the end jeanie drove us all there except mingli.. saw this small 'pond' where the people are prawning.. 2 rows of people standing from one end of a 'bridge' to the other end.. hf thinks they looked funny.. haha considering too many people and too many flies, hf suggested us to go else where to bbq the food we brought.. so we went cold storage at holland v to buy the bbq stuffs and went west coast.. and we bbqed successfully.. then we went to play at the 'playground' at west coast.. xt is so afraid of heights.. super funny.. and hf is so lazy to do the obstacle course.. i think she cant.. haha.. so long haven had such fun over the night outside.. enjoyed myself..

slept at 0530, woke up at 0815, changed and took train to kembangan for soccer(field).. stayed outside with the rest at town before i left for eunos for another soccer game(street soccer).. super super tired that night.. fall dead on my bed slept all the way to 0900 this morning..
had a revelation that my dad is actually very nice though sometimes he would quarrel with me.. had another revelation while walking to cg.. to teach people who are poor in math to be able to score well and love math.. don't know why it came to my mind but anyhow.. haha..
seeking God..