she asked me out again.. on v day.. confused...
stay out course now, ERT, everyday should be home..

morning go for expo service.. after service come home.. since it is so, why not i just attend sunday jw service? it's different just because i'm anchoring that service and probably i'll meet lesser friends..
i don't like the feeling of being lost, having nowhere to go after service.. probably it's me.. the changes still affecting me even after so long.. sometimes i'll still wonder why must this happen.. how come i'm part of it.. i have the feeling that nobody knows.. it's true.. nobody knows..

expo service is great.. every sunday morning, i'll wake up with great expectancy to go for service at expo.. but....
i'm probably still hanging on to going expo service because....

today is keenan's birthday.. though you'll not see it.. but Happy Birthday boy..

rest and relax

it's a good week.. =).. haha.. rest rest rest.. SOC test monday.. have fun!

why do my parents have to quarrel when i'm home? so irritating.. just shouted at them.. stop for a while.. but their mouths cant seem to close.. must keep repeating and repeating and repeating to anger the other party.. why? i'm not home to listen to them shouting at one other.. sigh..

by right, i am not allowed to blog about camp stuffs.. but everyday stay-in.. what more can i say? i am trying to talk bout more interesting stuffs i do.. just didnt wanna blog bout unhappy stuffs.. though there are many things happening.. but.. aiya.. i'm boring.. so.....

that's why i

didnt like blogging

from the beginning

just booked out.. "illegally" cause my duty suppose to end at 8am today.. but my friend willing to take over from me tonight so ya.. i'm back at home..

suddenly felt that the best movie i'd watched till now is Transformers.. random stuffs but ya..

it's not what you do

it's who you're with that matters

finally back to unit.. promoted.. supposed to be happy but......
alot of regiments suddenly.. beret on once out of coy office, march to cookhouse for meals, all windows open 45° etc.. it's so strict.. and 3SG marching to cookhouse.. so ridiculous.. make us look like man...
nothing much to do the past few days.. pple playing psp but i don feel like it, bored.. suddenly lost when i don know what to do.. don even feel like sleeping.. anyway, have been dreaming in my sleep..
nights out today.. but no one seems to want to go out..

i don know what to do

is it gonna be a dejavu

i pray that it's not..

Happy New Year! i'm blogging on the first day of 2008.. haha

just came back from a soccer game with the security.. all muddy.. what a year to start with on the first day.. didnt had a good game.. but anyway.. forget bout everything..

been having this weird feeling since yday after movie.. I Am Legend was great.. though i fell asleep A WHILE somewhere at the beginning.. ending abit abrupt but anyway.. don't know why but felt weird after the movie.. keep having thoughts in my mind which i don't know what.. feeling abit lost.. same feeling after the game just now.. after washing up abit.. don't know what to do.. hmmm.. drastic changes happening..

at home now.. early eh? haha.. everyone's at the youth camp.. gotta book in later at 10pm.. this week book in so late but everyone went to camp.. aiya.. if only i'm not on course, would have taken leave/off to go.. sound so fun la..

anyway.. this week will be the last tough week.. 3 days summary exercise plus RTI (POWs).. meaning to say we're gonna 'get caught' by the 'enemies' and treated as POWs.. hmmm.. 12 hours straight after the exercise.. we're not allowed to sleep.. it's gonna be tough.. but it'll be all over in a twinkling of an eye.. haha..

oh.. my phone died.. i washed my pants in camp with my phone in it.. soaked it for like few mins before i realised it.. alot of information inside my phone and contacts.. sigh.. God resurrect it i pray.. no phone to use in camp.. how to invite friends?

and to all those that are enlisting, all the best eh.. to think i have entered ns for like 8 months already.. haha.. waiting for this week to pass..

Thank You Jesus

For Your love to me

Thank You Jesus

For Your grace so free

booked out today.. by right i'm supposed to book out tmr, but the schedule changed.. so fast, 4 weeks of the RCC is over.. 2 more very tough weeks, then RCC phase 1 will be over.. so fast.. another 3 weeks phase 2 will be over..
just finish watching ai qing mo fa shi.. hmmm..
anyway, during training, saw this poem in one of the training sheds.. (fofo hill)

wang ri qing shen he chu qu
jin ri zhi neng kong hui yi
zao zhi jin ri hui fen li
qing yuan dang chu bu shi ni

another one:
shi jie shang zui yao yuan de ju li
bu shi shen yu si de ju li
ye bu shi tian ge yi fang de ju li
er shi zhan zai ni mian qian
ni que bu zhi wo ai ni

*emo poems*