Pastor preached such a great word today!

and God spoke to me at the end worship..

"if I don't fulfill the desires of your heart, will you still obey Me?"

woah.. that really touched me deeply..

and my heart still knows that every word God has spoken,

and every vision that God has shown me,

it will come to pass..

people don't believe my words man
until unless i show it out
i think words affect me much
so ya.. enjoy yourself.. haha

confident yet not proud
bold yet not arrogant
humble yet teachable

busy busy.. been rushing over many things
i feel that i cant play the guitar well
suddenly seem to lack the skills, lack the anointing
my left hand is the problem
i can't seem to coordinate the new pattern
i think i've always been playing wrongly
haha..

need to focus focus
trying to multitask
but cant think of so many things

wish list for fairy godmother

my goodness.. one of my team mates said
i told the joke of the day..
'you know that i'm actually very quiet and shy...'
and they burst out laughing..

my wish list.. actually i don't know what i want lei..
a new house and a car for me to drive? haha..
01)nice table for my room
02)nice bed
03)new pillows (soft and nice)
04)cordless phone for my house
05)new desktop
06)new tv, refrigerator for my room
07)nice shirts
08)nice jeans
09)nice jackets, hoodies(edited)
10)nice shoes
11)nice acoustic guitars
12)alot alot alot of money!!
(can don't give me anything. just give me this hahaha kidding.)
13)best student in SOT
14)get alot alot alot of people to know me,
i mean get to know alot alot alot of people
15)a gf
and i wish i can be like Solomon.. haha sorry to those
who have heard this umpteen times from me.. as you can
see, some of them are quite nonsensical.. please exercise
your discernment k.. =) check out for the 's'es
anyway these are just the basic needs cause i never
really think of what i want.. i'll put up if there
are any updates.. (specific ones haha. you know you know)

why woman needs cosmetics?
Cosmetics comes from this word,
--> Cosmos(Gk) which means no order, Tohu-Va-Bohu!!
Genesis 1:2
'the earth was without form and void; and darkness
was on the face of the deep'
you know you know.. but Thank God,
'And the Spirit of God was hovering over the FACE..'

Pst Aries said that it is a spiritual warfare for him
if his wife is not pretty..
and to fulfill man's first need.. need a beautiful wife..
it is very important to fight a good spiritual warfare!!
especially if you're going on a mission trip,
and a long~ one..
then you better fight a long and strong warfare first..

a spiritual thing Pst Ming said,
if you have a non-christian spouse,
and in the end he got saved,
it is really the mercy of God..

why must we pray?
you dont want to wait for the devil to come knocking at your door
saying, 'i'm here..'
and you're ' ahhhh..!!'
BUT you should go knock on the devil's door..
saying, 'i'm here!!'
' ahhhhhhhhhh.. nOooooo go away..' should says the devil..
so that the devil will not come looking for you..
but even if it doesn't come to look for you,
you must still continue to go looking for it..
to be consistent..

imagine you're in the china days, fighting a war
the general will carry a flag..
and your enemy goes, 'hahaha, aiya.. easy la..'
or, 'retreat..! zao ahh...'

it is scriptural to pray for Jesus to come back quickly
but it is not scriptural to pray to meet Jesus quickly

during a prayer meeting.. one person please don't pray too long..
'God, i pray for..', 1min, 2 min, 3 min, 4 min, 5min,
cgl starts looking at you, don't care, 6 min, 7 min,
hallelujah says the cgl.. don't care continue praying
8min, 9min, everyone starts looking at you with a deaf stare..
best way to stop, cgl starts singing..
pm over.. discipleship is then required..

suddenly.. i feel that guys are important.. people cant find guitarist come looking for guys.. hmm.. probably majority are man who learn guitars.. hahaha.. and this year sot sooo many musicians!! cool..

i was just feeling super busy.. and then i was thinking if i were to revert to my old life.. would i be less busy.. i would.. in fact.. i would be so free i cant take it.. maybe a little less busy would be good.. seems like never ending stuffs to do..! i need a life.. always forgetting stuffs cause too many things to remember man..

Help me, help me, help me,
cause all I need is you..

hmmm.. indeed God answers specific prayers!!
i prayed for a new tuition that will be at least $25/hr..
and i got a new student today which is $25/hr p6..!!
only teach math.. and i really didnt do much about it..
though i was planning to call and ask for new students..
it's really amazing seeing things happening when you pray..!
hahaha.. i'm gonna go pray for my errrhhmmmm... already..
i'm gonna be super super specific man..
you know you know, mum..
like how you pray.. hahhaha

i love You :)

jayden's father

ahh.. i miss Pst Ming.. haha he had finished his teaching.. on his last lesson, people cheered for him.. so cool man..

talk about sharing things with your spouses
Pst Ming showed his hp to his wife..
w: who is this?
m: erm.. you know you know.. the one la.. that one you saw the last time.. ya..
w: ooohhhh.. so who is this?
however, the wife doesnt show her hp. but... it's okay
eventually, she will say everything out..

one phrase caught:
As fast as you lit the fire, as fast your head will leave your shoulder.
catch it if you can..

there is a difficult saying:
even if your spouse is unfaithful, you have to do what is right..
there's a story that goes like this..
a man promised his wife to be faithful 365days a year..
his wife is soo happy.. what a nice husband..
but he added on.. every leap year on the 366th day,
he must do what he wants.. who wants a husband like this?
[1/(365x4+1)] x 100% = 0.068446% only.. can destroy a marriage
so what makes you think God can take us for doubting His Word..

Pst Ming fetched a mother and her son to church..
before the ride, he asked the son if he wants to go toilet..
he said he doesn't need.. so the journey begins..
when he was about to reach, the son said he wanna go toilet..
Pst: can you hold a while more?
Son: er... yes..
a while later..
Son: i cant hold anymore..
a good father will always prepare plastic bags in the car..
so the mum was helping the son.. and the worst thing to hear is..
Son: sorry uncle ming..
Pst: what happen??
Son: i missed..
mum have not opened for him the bag and he exploded..
when reached..
Pst Ming: Suraj, bring all cloths, towels and water to my car now..
a boy peed in my car!
Suraj: oh no!
Pst Ming: oh YES.. come faster come!
things happen.. but your attitude toward the circumstance matter.. self-control..

then he talked about this guy..
usually people will look at pretty girls and handsome guys..
the guy said he's able to stay focused..
so Pst Ming asked him how he did that..
he said every time he looks at a girl,
he will only look at her above the shoulder..
Pst Ming: people always have the tendency to look elsewhere.. yes yes?
SOT(some): ...yes...
Pst Ming: ya okay.. all liars go to hell ya..
woo check out that butt soo tight (in a feminine way)..

oh man.. he's soo funny..

Pst Aries said something which touched me deeply..
31st dec.. he and the rest of the people doing countdown in church..
so new year they prayed that the year would be the best year yet..
then he sent some girls home.. at 5am..
he met with a very serious accident..
one which caused him to have to attend court from jan to july..
what a way to start the year..
so he told Pst Kong his whole story in details..
Pst Kong only replied him one line..
Pst Kong: i don't know why God allowed it to happen..
but the devil must know that you're gonna have a
great destiny ahead and he must stop you now..
what a word..

played soccer on saturday morning and somebody tripped me resulting in this.. this is only the external injury.. the internal is more painful man..

i think i'm really a tough nut to crack..
even so, the more i grow,
the more things i've learnt,
the more knowledge i've acquired,
the tougher nut i become to crack..
alot of decisions making will base on my knowledge..
sometimes good, sometimes bad i guess..
i think i'm a wandering sheep..

i have learnt to be very careful of my usage of words..
therefore i'm very particular of the things people say..
especially if people quote what i say..
usually, when a person say somemthing,
and something lame comes to my mind
i will say it out as a joke.. but if, that involves hurting someone or
making a big joke out of a person.. 我会说,
"我有东西想讲，但是我不想讲。" although this is pretty lame..
but at least i know i won't make a joke at the expense of someone..
so it is so important to say the right words..
when life and death lies in the power of the tongue..
and the WORDS you use, shows the attitude also..
one needs to learn to pass message, of one party to another,
using words with the same meaning and attitude..
the attitude part is so important.. ask me about it..