i feel so left out with you guys.. i don't understand what are you all talking about.. things not shared with me.. maybe it's really ok for you not to ask me out the next time.. i really hate this kind of feeling..

upset, left out, lost

deep thoughts

sigh..

hmmm.. it has been a long time since i last blogged.. haha.. posted to new unit like one month ago.. few more months to become 3SG.. looking forward to pay increment.. hahaha

anyway.. bike course now.. quite slack.. everyday half day practical half day theory.. between practical and theory, there'll be a morning break and tea break.. meaning go canteen and eat or rest etc.. i think all of us are gonna grow fat.. the canteen only has one stall and the person selling is a malay.. malay food are more oily and stuffs.. haha..
got to wake up like 510 in the morning to take the train at 545 so i can reach kaki bukit in time to report at 715 in the morning.. vvvv tired eh.. ooh haha thank God there's someone who takes train with me in the morning from boon lay.. oh ya.. every morning there's this cedar girl on the train whom he thinks quite hot.. so every morning though tired, just looking forward to taking train.. hahaha..

my unit combine with other units who are taking the bike course also and divided into 2 teams, in which in each team there are 9 groups, and in reach group there are 3 person.. calculate how many people are taking the bike course.. hahaha.. so there are different instructors taking each group for the 9 groups only.. team A and B will rotate, e.g if A is doing practical and B doing theory in the morning, afternoon will swap over.. group 3(my group) and 6 train together.. thank God the instructors are quite funny.. quite lame sometimes and they never really scold us.. i see some instructors v irritating.. keep scolding then gave alot of pressure.. wah.. and i hate to stay back from 5 to 7 for extra trainings.. i must pass all the tests.. tmr there is a highway situational test.. i must PASS!

i finally manage to fix my rubic's cube... but the cube is spoilt after it has gone through the hands of ACOE.. the 2nd IC for the whole bike course.. argh.. haha.. somebody guess how much it is.. it's unbelievable..

missing out on things

need some encouragement

need some revelation

A stone is heavy and sand is weighty,

But a fool’s wrath is heavier than both of them.

Wrath is cruel and anger a torrent,

But who is able to stand before jealousy?

Open rebuke is better

Than love carefully concealed.