tired

soooo tired today.. prepared for the Safra Bay Run and AHM for 2 weeks.. finally it's over.. stayed over at padang since last night.. didn't sleep much.. bout 1 hr only probably.. i was stationed at the 10km U-turn point.. quite cool seeing the people running.. saw some familiar faces and hearing the bbbbbeeeeeeeeepppppppp sound during the middle of the bell curve.. cause there is this mat that records the timing when you run past it.. and on the left leg of each competitor there is a champion chip.. that is the thing that the mat senses and records the timing.. and everytime the chip is on top of the mat it'll have a continuous beep sound.. imagine when a huge long crowd runs past.. haha and ying i'm feeling what you're feeling the last time when you didnt sleep..

anyway.. went for the movie at expo.. quite disappointed because i thought there would be a few people going.. in the end i was alone and was so confused with the tickets and goodie bags thing.. especially when i didn't sleep and was tired.. anyhow the movie was quite good and it was quite a good hmmm concert? haha..

had this weird feeling coming back again..
i shall not be affected by it..
pray pray pray..
trial to overcoming disappointment and temptation?

just came back from jt's place.. going to his place always give me revelations.. anyway.. on my way home.. it feels kind of good to just pray in tongues and sing worship songs to God.. it's just praying to God randomly but it feels so good.. and the thing is the worship songs that i normally sing happens to be cch's songs.. haha.. maybe because it's easy to sing and if you can imagine the children singing, the presence of God is really strong... =)

you'll never win if you give up (如果你放弃就不能赢)
and winners never give up (赢的人从来不放弃)

a champion is not someone who never lose
but is someone who never quits

helping with the safra singapore bay run cum ahm.. have to go to safra toa payoh everyday.. something quite exciting cause get to be the 'ambassador'.. actually is just to be the first point of contact if anyone is unsure of what to do or be like usher.. but it's quite cool cause we're holding the some form of responsibility because the people who approaches us may be some big shots in saf.. from the guy who talked to us, there might be people wanting to test the system, test our service.. so quite an experience.. it's starting tmr so ya.. never do much today but still tired..

hey! today's a nice date.. 080808.. to get married.. haha.. random stuffs that my ns friends commented.. anyway..

breakthrough in one area
now going for higher level of breakthrough in another area
God always sets me going for another level of maturity
overcoming higher levels of difficulty
to go to a greater level of breakthrough
enduring another level..

haha.. going for overnight cycling with my cg.. don't know who's going.. but it's ok.. i missed the first one with them..so ya.. leaving now..