i am confined tmr for nothing.. whole company is being confined because they didn't greet you in the morning.. and i wasn't even there.. seriously, i didn't even see you after lunch.. it's so unreasonable and lame..

为你写诗

i think i agree with hf.. this song is nice..

爱情是一种怪事 我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事 我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是 为你写诗

为你写诗 为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗 为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说 最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事 你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事 我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是 为你写诗

为你写诗 为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗 为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了 说最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘的是你的样子

sunday syndrome had fell upon me again.. hmm.. sigh..

now i realise why is it so difficult to quit once you're addicted to something.. no wonder my friends wanna quit smoking yet still cant..

channel 8, 7pm show.. ah wang is so innocent, so forgiving.. so touching the things he did.. always think of others before self.. if only one can have his goodness(couldn't think of a suitable word)..

came back from serving.. an overwhelming crowd of children with so little teachers today.. 90+ children to 7 teachers.. anyway.. played for the service for so many weeks, yet i feel that i still doesn't play well.. but today mad actually said it's ok encourages me..

you're the only person that says my hair is not bad.. hmm.. out of so many people that sees me.. anyway.. i really didnt expect to cut like this.. wasnt in the right frame of mind when i went to cut.. just said cut then cut le.. so ya.. thanks anyway..

soo tired yesterday.. soc training in the morning, icct in the evening.. especially icct, doing rolling break fall.. roll here and there.. making us all dizzy and headache.. so ya.. cg combined with junkang's.. reached there, waited for quite sometime before cg starts at 830pm.. then, we had worship for quite some time.. i thought it was not as good cause i was perspiring all over, it was quite stuffy and hot.. everytime the fan turned to my direction i was like, God please make the fan stop there.. anyway.. junkang preached in a funny manner but yet so true.. he started off even without following the sermon, but had already preached quite alot.. the word that he didn't follow the sermon actually speak right to me.. really.. i know God is really speaking to me.. but yet it was such a struggle.. the sermon was on prayer.. he was preaching about praying and then link to alot other things.. before cg ended, we splitted to our connect groups to pray.. we were supposed to share about our prayer life and stuffs so that we can pray for one another.. somehow, there's something that i didn't share, one of my cgm actually prayed for me in that area.. was touched.. anyway.. junkang was quite high.. and he speaks like xt.. i mean the pace.. haha.. and he was somewhat funny la..

maybe i'm too good at acting..

been having insomnia.. i should be very tired, i mean i am.. doing icct everyday.. intermediate close combat trainings.. front breakfalls, back breakfalls, side breakfalls, locks and stuffs.. falling so many times.. my friends said that i'm too active and asked if i'm on drugs cause i kept doing side breakfalls even during breaks.. anyway, the moment i lie on my bed, i just couldn't get to sleep.. probably will fall asleep after an hour or so.. hmmm.. too many things running through my mind.. should get myself more busy so that i'll be more tired man.. haha.. even tried doing some exercises so that i'll be more tired..

oh i watched good luck chuck..

it's so true.. the word of God..

the testimonies during the makeup cell group really blessed me.. eugene's comments are funny man.. anyway.. had a word during the cell group, just when the worship starts..
Philippians 4:6-7
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

i shall end my post with this..
Matthew 12:34
For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.
Proverbs 18:21
Death and life are in the power of the tongue.
indeed, your words will frame somebody's world.

long weekend for me, a good rest and a good time out.. went out for dinner with jt and mingli on wed night since mingli asked.. so funny to talk to them together.. haha.. on the way back.. jt asked me who do i trust most.. probably in cg.. a tough question which i'm also unsure of the answer.. cause many changes happen so fast so abruptly.. nvm.. went out with jt and hf the next day! we were supposed to go sentosa at first, but hf suggested to go eat dim sum instead at tanjong pagar.. all ready to go and when it's about time, hf changed her mind to watching Rule #1 at vivo.. anyway.. so we went and were late but anyway.. the show was not that good.. plot wasn't good.. the twist is weird.. anyway.. we walked around vivo after the show and went hx's place to catch the 9pm show.. and then met jeanie for supper.. a long day but was good..

oh.. i was watching westside story to spend some of my free time.. hmm.. i cried somehow.. guess was touched by the show.. and somehow i felt God's presence.. speaking to me.. anyhow, it was not the first time i'm watching..

celebrated cecillia's birthday! quite a no. of people's birthday this week.. david boo, jonathan cai and cecillia.. cecillia invited so many people to celebrate with her.. haven seen all of them for quite some time and what's more, fellowshipping together.. but somehow, didn't managed to talk to most of them, in the end only talked to peter and her 2 brothers.. oh talking bout cheesiang, he's quite funny.. sitting at the corner without anyone to talk to so i asked him to sit outside with us.. had a good talk with him.. one funny thing he said.. talking bout his studies and was saying about asking yulan to teach him.. and he said yulan says she also zi shen nan bao.. i guess it's the way he said, very funny.. hahah.. anyway.. had to book in.. so sad.. gotta leave early..

jonathan is going to enlist this thursday.. so fast.. pray that you'll have a good time there..