Pastor preached such a great word today!

and God spoke to me at the end worship..

"if I don't fulfill the desires of your heart, will you still obey Me?"

woah.. that really touched me deeply..

and my heart still knows that every word God has spoken,

and every vision that God has shown me,

it will come to pass..

people don't believe my words man
until unless i show it out
i think words affect me much
so ya.. enjoy yourself.. haha

confident yet not proud
bold yet not arrogant
humble yet teachable

busy busy.. been rushing over many things
i feel that i cant play the guitar well
suddenly seem to lack the skills, lack the anointing
my left hand is the problem
i can't seem to coordinate the new pattern
i think i've always been playing wrongly
haha..

need to focus focus
trying to multitask
but cant think of so many things

wish list for fairy godmother

my goodness.. one of my team mates said
i told the joke of the day..
'you know that i'm actually very quiet and shy...'
and they burst out laughing..

my wish list.. actually i don't know what i want lei..
a new house and a car for me to drive? haha..
01)nice table for my room
02)nice bed
03)new pillows (soft and nice)
04)cordless phone for my house
05)new desktop
06)new tv, refrigerator for my room
07)nice shirts
08)nice jeans
09)nice jackets, hoodies(edited)
10)nice shoes
11)nice acoustic guitars
12)alot alot alot of money!!
(can don't give me anything. just give me this hahaha kidding.)
13)best student in SOT
14)get alot alot alot of people to know me,
i mean get to know alot alot alot of people
15)a gf
and i wish i can be like Solomon.. haha sorry to those
who have heard this umpteen times from me.. as you can
see, some of them are quite nonsensical.. please exercise
your discernment k.. =) check out for the 's'es
anyway these are just the basic needs cause i never
really think of what i want.. i'll put up if there
are any updates.. (specific ones haha. you know you know)