oh!! i almost forgot to blog this.. this is sooo funny.. xt was doing chinese interpretation for sot today.. and as she's not so familiar with chinese verses, we cannot blame her.. but it's really funny.. tim wan saw me and he called out to me in the auditorium..
tim: what is xt doing?
mx: what you mean?
tim: what 靠近神,神就靠近你?
mx: hahaha..
Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you.. if you can imagine tim wan saying that.. you'll laugh.. hahaha..

OH MY GOODNESS.. why is everyone so funny
i was just asking hf who is the iris that she lent her books to..
mx: hey
hf: ya?
mx: who's the iris that you lend your books to?
hf: i can ask her to bring this weekend..
mx: nono.. i've already contacted her..
hf: orh okay.. she's from sheryl's cg.. one of the old sch dancers..
hahaha SO FUNNY MAN.. old school dancers..

met up with hf on sunday before leaving airport.. with her 2 members whom i dont know.. and this is what she told her members about me at swensens..
hf: oh ya.. he likes to ask alot of qns..
mx: how you know i like to ask alot of qns.?
and all of them burst out laughing.. duhh.. haha

sot starts today! haha pretty excited.. anyway.. some guy(i forgot who) told me in sot God will test me in my 3 weakest temptations.. soo.. i guess it's coming soon..

after men's meeting on the way home with jianting.. we were on the bus talking about some people who are newly promoted.. so he was saying he's supposed to be promoted also.. and the first thing that came to my mind is that i'm still not.. that was just a first thought and i really didnt mind.. then i heard God speaking to me..

'you do not have to be mindful of the promotion that people can see.. indeed promotion comes from Me.. but what I see is more than that.. your heart which I see is what human eyes cannot see.. and your faithfulness is all that matters..'

haha this is random.. but i saw this coincidentally and thought that the colors are pretty matching.. green red green red green red.. haha.

i was just praying for a little while before I went to sleep last night. And the Lord spoke to me.

"Be bold for you are called to do this. Do not be afraid for I am with You," says the Lord. "Do not be mindful of what others think of you, but what I think."

and i saw vividly the vision and the things that i'll do..

and i was so touched i slept very well last night.. and someone woke me up with a 'morning call'.. haha..

I saw this post outside the lift at the block where my tuition kid stays.. it goes like this..

DONT PROCASINATE

Experienced tutor teaching all levels english maths science. Interested please call 9********.

this is so funny! who dares to ask you to teach english?!?!

i swallowed a chewing gum yday.. i am so annoyed.. i still feel that it's inside my stomach refusing to come out.. something that cannot be digested is stuck inside me.. ahhh!

k was crazy!!! haha but quite fun though.. so sorry if you guys think i hog on to the mike.. hf says the same thing too.. wahaha.. and mr dong is mad man.. every song is chosen by you??!! hmmm.. too short a period.. cannot finish singing.. not enough air time to satisfy my singing desire.. haha kidding.. anyway.. is it obvious that i prefer s out of s.h.e? that kind? hmmm glam type.. haha
to xt.. 曾凯玹 is quite pretty still.. princess? oh! 达虹 is quite pretty too..

so touched by the love blessings.. thank you to jeanie, huifang, mingli, jackson, amelia... and most importantly my good friend mr. Jian Ting.. really very touched.. thanks~

i was shocked.. jj asked me to lead praise?? man too shock to react.. i feel that it's pretty bad but it's an experience..

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haha.. i think it's funny..

i had this weird dream.. maybe not weird but quite scary though.. maybe because of the effect of watching 十三鞭..

oh.. jon invited me to his bday bbq.. so fast april's coming.. what am i gonna do with mine? maybe nothing ba.. hmm

hmm.. went back to student care centre last friday to relief.. pretty slack.. nothing much to do.. just required to take the p4 class.. only those who didn't complete their past assessment are needed to finish.. the children were playful, noisy and like to disturb new teachers.. but then! i visited before so some of them remembered me.. but there's something that touched me.. there is this kid called damien.. the teacher told me that he's quite playful and will try to 'paw' teacher.. indeed, he is very distracted and playful and he is supposed to do his math assessment.. he completed it and i marked them, majority were wrong.. so i asked him to redo.. he told me he didnt know how and i taught him step by step literally.. all the qns are only multiplication using the normal method.. so after i taught him, he was like,' huh, so easy ah..'

and so he started doing and got 1 or 2 corrects in a row.. but because he was distracted by the other children playing in the room, he kept begging me to let him complete after he wakes up from the nap.. in scc, they have a nap at around 3 plus to 4 plus.. so at first i rejected him, but in the end, he didnt complete so he went to sleep. and he promised me with his pinky that he'll do when he wakes up.. after everyone woke up, i was inside the class just maintaining discipline and the rest who had no more work went to watch tv.. he came to class looking at me for a while.. i totally forgot that he had to do work.. and he asked me,' teacher where's my book?' MAN.. i was so surprise at his action.. what touches me most was that when it was around time to leave.. he actually asked to give me a hug cause he said he won't see me anymore.. haha i was pretty shock at first.. but it was very sweet of him though..

i have many many things to plan and do. i have many things to pray for. i need to transform another me..

this is what i get after doing a quiz.. haha..

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

watching campus superstar 09.. the contestant c6 shared about her family and indeed she's really brave to do all that and continued singing because of her mum.. her father said, every family has its own predicament.. i don't know bout many others.. but i know about mine.. had some arguments with my parents just now.. really hate the fact that they didn't study much when they were young.. hate the fact that they don't understand english.. hate it when i can't explain things to them in dialect.. hate it when they quarrelled over finances problem.. hate it when i know my dad's been gambling when we already in lack at home.. hate it when they like to shout at me at minor faults which are ridiculous.. over some ants in the house? just because they claimed that i did not clean the kitchen properly causing many ants to run around in the kitchen.. what nonsense?! just clean up the mess and that's all? mum just reached home and kept complaining bout my dad, money.. complaining bout the past.. OH MAN PLS, you can't change the past anymore.. complain so much for what? and they don't listen to things i wanna explain to them.. ahhh!!

just feeling kind of irritated, angered.. emotional.. praying for sooo many things.. i hate to look at circumstances..