tired tired tired

9km FAST march yesterday.. then just finished ex Long Walk.. walk so much i almost died.. carrying a load of almost 30kg, walked for almost 14 hours.. i think my legs have grown shorter.. sigh.. finished at 3 plus this morning.. haven sleep much.. super super tired..

i think i have a new phobia

newly discovered

i hate it

service was exceedingly good
2 weeks of power packed services
it's so cool seeing Rev Phil Pringle painting
especially painting such a big cross
it's so amazing
painting and preaching at the same time
his word today reminds me again
what He's done for us
all that and that..
so touched..

anyway im home like 3 plus 4
it seems so early
sunday afternoon starts to get boring
i mean i'm bored
what to do but come home
sigh
getting ready to book in
preparing for tougher training
4 more weeks
hope it gets better every week
sometimes being in camp
with all my recce unit mates
may be more exciting
doing silly things
playing bridge.. oh
won't get to play anymore in 6 to 7 weeks time
4 SAB back to 4 SAB
8 SAB back to 8 SAB

this week is going to be a very tiring week

9km fast march tmr

40 over km Ex LongWalk

what else? unsure.. strength

a struggle between pride and righteousness..
never go cell group this week..

running through my mind

i prayed..

i cried..

night cycling on wednesday
long trip to changi village
what a quiet night
watched some soccer matches at the coffeeshop
left when the matches ended
traveled on the main roads
shorter journey but it rained
stopped at tampines for some daidees and bridge
all but wj and me cabbed back
cycled in the rain, tiring and wet
praying as i cycled in the rain
what a special time to pray, without any disturbance
many things went through my mind as i cycled
i was touched, was sad and was reminded of many things
thinking too much may not be a good thing
but sometimes thinking through
and knowing the situation may be a better thing

didn't sleep a wink
unable to sleep
went out in the afternoon
met jt, hf, darrell, rebecca and hf's 2 members
watched the game plan
what a love between a father and a daughter
went far east to eat
on the way back camp, on the train
thinking of the show, thinking of my situation
almost cried when God spoke to me
i realise i could find joy and laughter in camp
i talk alot to people i'm close and familiar with
and my unit mates hinted that i am talking alot
may OOC, and 4 SAB and 8 SAB may be separated
gonna miss some of them, bridging illegally in bunks
thank You for having such a plan for me

i love You

i hope to grow out of it

i pray for the best You have for me

help me to grow in You