i really understand people with phobia man!!
people who are afraid of dogs..
people who are afraid of small spaces..

God please take away this phobia from me!!
Maybe i should just take a step out in faith..
easy to say, difficult to do though..

Batam mission trip

just came back from BATAM!! and it was awesome fun..!!
i think it's the people you go with also.. hahah
our team led the service for last night and it was good!
i felt that we really impacted the people and the atmosphere was there..
the worship team did a great job.. learning the bahasa songs..
was really proud of the cheerleading team too..
didn't have much practices like during POS, but we made it and brought up the whole emerge atmosphere..thank God for the whole thing..
woah.. and i think we had a great time of fellowship and got to know more people during this trip..
Team 28 has significantly grew.. hahah insight joke..

all in all, it was a great time there..
but more than that, though we were there to minister to them, what have we caught from them?
had a great talk with huiwen on the ferry back and i think it's so true..
until singaporeans really go out of singapore for mission trips,
and see the people's needs and their sufferings in their own countries,
and the sacrifices of the people they made to believe in Jesus..
we in CHC now are way too fortunate..
people here can backslide because of a small setback..
like what Pastor Kong says, how much do you really love God? like a babe?
just because you don't get your bonuses or promotions??
haha.. i wanna trust God more.. in every situation and part of my life =)..
i wanna pray and fast for things in my life.. haha

Pastor Kong's singles talk
22-25 -> please start to get married
>26 -> faster go date and get married SOON!!
<22 -> can start dating - not everyone you date is your life partner
nothing's wrong with dating.. must learn to relate to the opposite gender..
date for about 2 years must get married.. engagement not more than a year..
our practicum: go dating.. if not fail SOT..
However.. students will fail when they go dating if they are already married..

fly away... ferry away...

i'm flying off tmr!! i mean i'm ferrying off tmr to batam!! =)
pretty excited about this trip.. SOT graduation tour!!
but then again.. we're going there to impact the people also..
leaving singapore on the ferry at 1530 hrs..
coming back on sunday at around 11 plus..
and we're all rushing down to attend s4!! haha..

something's really stirring up my heart..
pretty excited about tmr? hahaha..
meet PASTOR KONG!! i asked timothy PAN to ask me along the next time he has lunch with him..
goodbye guys! =)

something is stirring in my heart..

anyway.. i had my 12 de javu already if i have not counted wrongly.. just amazing..

oh man.. team 28 is forming.. best team of 2009! hahaha..
anyway.. Javius shocked me just now..
hmm.. what have i done this sot man? hahaha
it should be or will be a secret.. =X i'm just shy..

tim wan said: SOT i have always, but adam and aaron i don't have always..
this kept me in thoughts about relationships with the people around me
even friendship got to set priorities.. haha..

today's service was soo good!!
i was really challenged to stir up the sleeping giant!
Pst Kong rated service 3's level 6.5/10
Pst: in this service, all of you are the older members.. if all of you want, you can cheer the loudest, pray the strongest.. you just need to stir up the sleeping giants inside..
i think it is a privilege to be in service 3
so touched when singing the chinese version of inilah
great service =)..

who am i
that You would know me from the start
set me apart

who am i
that You would place eternity
into my heart

haha =) just cool.. just like this song suddenly..
4 weeks left.. time passes so quickly..
just not the one, maybe not the time
if it comes, it comes haha.. we shall see

You have given to me
more than this world could give
my purpose is found in You

i'm just soo gonna miss the times

fun times, practical times, news time....
sot has been amazing..
oh i've been through 11 de javu..
just can't believe this is happening..
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me..

one life, i lay at Your altar
one love, i have with You
touch me again, fill me as You hold
my out stretched hands..

just feeling troubled and sad..
all of a sudden, i've got myself another debt
my sponsorship not confirm, so is don't have
just cannot believe this is happening..

why are you so irritated when i asked?
i asked because i don't know
you can tell me if you're busy
aiya sigh..

any more debts coming in
i can go rob bank already
if not can jump straight
totally dejected that i almost cried on the bus..

一个鳄鱼掌

nearing the start of university
means nearing the end of sot
time flies when you're having fun...

anyway weipin's super funny today..
pin: auntie 煮炒开了没有har?
煮炒auntie: 可以叫了..
pin: 这样我要一个鳄鱼掌..
煮炒auntie: ehh.. 那个要order的..
pin: orh.. 这样我们今天order, 明天来吃可以hor..
*aunties looking at each other with stun faces*
pin: then 一个掌多少钱?
煮炒auntie: 一个要六十到八十快
pin: 一个掌要六十到八十快!!??! (speaking in double speed, in shock)
timo: ehh 不是跟你每天吃的鸡翅膀饭一样的lei..
*everyone around the same table just laughed out loud!!*

my goodness!! that was joke of the day la... hahah..
and i only planned to wear a shirt today..
i never plan to wear checks man.. and black jeans.. =)

just a random post..
don don is just very funny!
hahaha!
with the don don set..

my goodness.. today's meeting just good..
Rev A.R. Bernard is full of knowledge man!
any word can just come out from him so apt..

Revelation -> Formalization -> Institutionalization -> Crystallization
Pastor Tan said, add water to dissolve the crystals
like praying the Holy Spirit to fill us..
what an impromptu word
or i should say a God-given Word..

i'm falling sick.. help me God!
i wanna be healed in Jesus' name
all bacteria and viruses get out!

hmm.. my goodness.. aiyo
how did cgh come into play?
haha you all slowly guess loh..
Pst Aries says:
guys like many but only love one..
haha.. if you know me..
sense my heart..

haha this is quite nonsense

cheryl: beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder..
me: and my eyesight is perfect..

i think that's funny.. even i'm like laughing to myself..
maybe it's not so good that i'm having perfect eyesight..
hahah..