what a v day.. haha didn't do anything much.. course ended before lunch.. so went home first.. met up my friends to go polyclinic together.. got mc for friday.. first time i see people wanted to get mc but failed.. haha.. then we went to watch Jumper.. it was nice.. my friend asked why do cinemas have front row seats when nobody wants.. quite silly and i said they're for the officers.. ha.. anyway.. yday rested at home.. packed my stuffs.. my mum actually said i am so obedient to pack my things yday.. oh man.. this weekend may be activated.. pray that it'll be just replying with a sms and not to report back to camp..

i thought i had someone to talk to.. but..
still i had to make effort..

she asked me out again.. on v day.. confused...
stay out course now, ERT, everyday should be home..

morning go for expo service.. after service come home.. since it is so, why not i just attend sunday jw service? it's different just because i'm anchoring that service and probably i'll meet lesser friends..
i don't like the feeling of being lost, having nowhere to go after service.. probably it's me.. the changes still affecting me even after so long.. sometimes i'll still wonder why must this happen.. how come i'm part of it.. i have the feeling that nobody knows.. it's true.. nobody knows..

expo service is great.. every sunday morning, i'll wake up with great expectancy to go for service at expo.. but....
i'm probably still hanging on to going expo service because....

today is keenan's birthday.. though you'll not see it.. but Happy Birthday boy..

rest and relax

it's a good week.. =).. haha.. rest rest rest.. SOC test monday.. have fun!

why do my parents have to quarrel when i'm home? so irritating.. just shouted at them.. stop for a while.. but their mouths cant seem to close.. must keep repeating and repeating and repeating to anger the other party.. why? i'm not home to listen to them shouting at one other.. sigh..

by right, i am not allowed to blog about camp stuffs.. but everyday stay-in.. what more can i say? i am trying to talk bout more interesting stuffs i do.. just didnt wanna blog bout unhappy stuffs.. though there are many things happening.. but.. aiya.. i'm boring.. so.....

that's why i

didnt like blogging

from the beginning

just booked out.. "illegally" cause my duty suppose to end at 8am today.. but my friend willing to take over from me tonight so ya.. i'm back at home..

suddenly felt that the best movie i'd watched till now is Transformers.. random stuffs but ya..

it's not what you do

it's who you're with that matters

finally back to unit.. promoted.. supposed to be happy but......
alot of regiments suddenly.. beret on once out of coy office, march to cookhouse for meals, all windows open 45° etc.. it's so strict.. and 3SG marching to cookhouse.. so ridiculous.. make us look like man...
nothing much to do the past few days.. pple playing psp but i don feel like it, bored.. suddenly lost when i don know what to do.. don even feel like sleeping.. anyway, have been dreaming in my sleep..
nights out today.. but no one seems to want to go out..

i don know what to do

is it gonna be a dejavu

i pray that it's not..

Happy New Year! i'm blogging on the first day of 2008.. haha

just came back from a soccer game with the security.. all muddy.. what a year to start with on the first day.. didnt had a good game.. but anyway.. forget bout everything..

been having this weird feeling since yday after movie.. I Am Legend was great.. though i fell asleep A WHILE somewhere at the beginning.. ending abit abrupt but anyway.. don't know why but felt weird after the movie.. keep having thoughts in my mind which i don't know what.. feeling abit lost.. same feeling after the game just now.. after washing up abit.. don't know what to do.. hmmm.. drastic changes happening..