don't know why.. but i really dislike coming home.. every time when i reach home, probably not every time but this time, i'll feel something weird.. suddenly i feel so dry.. many thoughts will suddenly go through my mind.. something's really wrong with me.. seems that the devil is putting pressure on my relationship with people.. trying to put down the people around me.. sometimes it seems so true.. that i am suddenly being taken forgranted.. hmm.. i did change my blog url for that moment.. didn't want to let people see what i wanna blog.. probably wj you're right.. i'm probably being emo again.. it's the weird feeling.. hmmm.. hah