today Pst Tan talked about the giant of indifference
we can be ignorant, but we must never lose our passion
with passion, we can still gain knowledge
we must keep our passion, our character
always depending on God

and i was caught there and then
sometimes when i'm too busy,
i will kind of depend on my own strength
and i realise how important it is to depend on God
things may fail if by myself
but with God, things will succeed

i need to continue to pray about my prayers
and last night i only slept for 3.5hrs
this morning i was very very tired
while walking to the bus stop
i pray for God's strength to be with me
during lesson i was really quite awake
though i almost fell asleep a while
but i felt more awake than past few lessons
when i had more rest

pray pray pray,

God please answer my prayers..