the drama this year is pretty good.. though i didnt attend any service today, i just peek during the drama.. hmm.. probably this week is big day week, i'm actually surprised that some ushers were really.. almost made me agitated.. haha
went out of the hall to get some black trashbags for children's church games.. wanted to enter from the rear door and the usher didnt want to let me in..
usher: where are you all from?
me: i'm serving.
usher: what ministry?
me: children's church.
usher: next time pls wear your tag. (looking away)
seriously, he sounded quite attitude.. my another cch friend was there and agreed.. ok probably my fault for not wearing tag? but who wears the tag to serve in expo..other than usher, chorus board people? and in addition, my tag is inside expo.. hmm..
anyway.. was booking seats for the next service.. i understand that there are people who walked in and looked for ushers for seats.. but..
usher: are you taking the whole row?
me: ya.
usher: where are your members?
me: they're walking in. should be reaching soon.
usher: i have some people who are here already and they need the seats.
me: but they are coming in and they are in the queue to come in. can i keep the seats longer?
usher: no!
that no leaves me with nothing to say.. thank God my cgl came just when he said no and he walked away.. anyway.. it's ok.. i didnt really take it to heart about them.. haha.. cause serving children's church is good.. baby esther was here today! playing for the service, seeing the happy face probably made my day.. was considering whether to serve or go service just now.. asked hx and she didnt mind me serving so ya.. though i didnt really serve for the first service cause i was watching the drama and my heart wasn't really there.. just helped out abit..
something off.. watched gong zhu xiao mei.. i randomly said zhuo wen xuan is pretty..oh, hx, me and hf were talking.. hx said she thinks angela is better.. then she goes... in chinese
hx: but we have something in common. both of us think that chen feng ling is pretty..
hf: ??
hx: now called chen jin xuan.. oh i realise mx likes all the xuans.. chen jin xuan.. zhuo wen xuan.. and owyang huixuan..
me: -.-.. oh and one more...
hx: who?
me: ren jia xuan.. selina..
hx: hahah.. aiya.. but somebody likes girls that clip their hair left, clip their hair right.. of course i cant clip my hair.. dont know something something *il..

oh.. cecilia told me something that i had thought it might be and it really is.. though i always think that it would never happen.. the things that she told me, i understand cause i really felt the same way.. sometimes that kind of pressure is really unreasonable.. i mean probably everyone assume and expect us to act that way but never really ask how we feel.. oh.. i was also discussing about multiplication and reshuffling with jon when we were having lunch in bedok.. hmm it's quite a big difference..