was having a conversation with jp just now after serving..
jp: i think i want to find a gf next year.
me: so fast?
jp: not fast. 21 can already ma.
me: so you wanna find someone of the same age?
jp: not necessary. can be younger ma.
me: what if the girl you like wanna focus on spiritual things and not ready for relationship?
jp: that's why must find a girl that is also pursuing a relationship.
me: like that you might miss out the girl that God wanna give to you.
jp: that's why must go through relationship. can focus on spiritual things and still have a relationship what. if not what is relationship for?
david: preparation for marriage. -> -.-
me: to get to know each other better?
jp: friends also can get to know each other better what.

and we kinda ended there cause i didnt know what to continue.. pondering.. the power of focus..

anyway still sick.. but when i was serving.. didnt really feel sick at all.. probably it's nice to see the smile and joy..