hmm.. went back to student care centre last friday to relief.. pretty slack.. nothing much to do.. just required to take the p4 class.. only those who didn't complete their past assessment are needed to finish.. the children were playful, noisy and like to disturb new teachers.. but then! i visited before so some of them remembered me.. but there's something that touched me.. there is this kid called damien.. the teacher told me that he's quite playful and will try to 'paw' teacher.. indeed, he is very distracted and playful and he is supposed to do his math assessment.. he completed it and i marked them, majority were wrong.. so i asked him to redo.. he told me he didnt know how and i taught him step by step literally.. all the qns are only multiplication using the normal method.. so after i taught him, he was like,' huh, so easy ah..'

and so he started doing and got 1 or 2 corrects in a row.. but because he was distracted by the other children playing in the room, he kept begging me to let him complete after he wakes up from the nap.. in scc, they have a nap at around 3 plus to 4 plus.. so at first i rejected him, but in the end, he didnt complete so he went to sleep. and he promised me with his pinky that he'll do when he wakes up.. after everyone woke up, i was inside the class just maintaining discipline and the rest who had no more work went to watch tv.. he came to class looking at me for a while.. i totally forgot that he had to do work.. and he asked me,' teacher where's my book?' MAN.. i was so surprise at his action.. what touches me most was that when it was around time to leave.. he actually asked to give me a hug cause he said he won't see me anymore.. haha i was pretty shock at first.. but it was very sweet of him though..

i have many many things to plan and do. i have many things to pray for. i need to transform another me..