watching campus superstar 09.. the contestant c6 shared about her family and indeed she's really brave to do all that and continued singing because of her mum.. her father said, every family has its own predicament.. i don't know bout many others.. but i know about mine.. had some arguments with my parents just now.. really hate the fact that they didn't study much when they were young.. hate the fact that they don't understand english.. hate it when i can't explain things to them in dialect.. hate it when they quarrelled over finances problem.. hate it when i know my dad's been gambling when we already in lack at home.. hate it when they like to shout at me at minor faults which are ridiculous.. over some ants in the house? just because they claimed that i did not clean the kitchen properly causing many ants to run around in the kitchen.. what nonsense?! just clean up the mess and that's all? mum just reached home and kept complaining bout my dad, money.. complaining bout the past.. OH MAN PLS, you can't change the past anymore.. complain so much for what? and they don't listen to things i wanna explain to them.. ahhh!!

just feeling kind of irritated, angered.. emotional.. praying for sooo many things.. i hate to look at circumstances..