easter this year was fantastic.. soo many people came.. and the response for altar call is like.. woahhh.. the aisles in front were all packed with people..! thank God that my cousins came, even though they didnt respond.. and the services were extraordinary.. it's not like the first time i watched the drama where 'Jesus' will come from the back during crucifixion.. but the atmosphere was soo... soo touched by it.. watched the drama 3 times and every time i almost teared.. praying for my cousins.. now is the time for follow-ups.. planning and planning..

i think that guitarists play rather important roles man.. and now there are so many people who knows how to play the guitar.. especially serving in children's church.. if i don't go serve at my age group(to play for my service), they will need to find a replacement which is quite a difficult job.. why? must know the songs, must be able to serve at that timing, must be willing, must have a certain standard.... even though there is another guy who serves in the same service as me.. but both of us couldn't serve on the last sat during easter! i'll feel bad and worry for anna if she is able to find a guitarist in time.. need more guitarists in children's church!! haha.. big days are always like this..

mr goh and i had a talk again some days back..
me: wah.. i have alot of things to do man.. many things still at the back of my head..
him: ooh.. how come when you have so many things to do, you still have time to think of this?
hmm.. i was thinking bout it.. maybe i'm not so busy afterall? or maybe i need to utilise my time well so that i'll be able to finish everything.. and probably whenever i have rest time, consciously or subconsciously i will think of that.. haha.. was reading Faith by Phil Pringle for my assignment.. decision making..
'We fear decision making. Not only does it opens doors ahead of us, but it demands that we close our options to alternatives. This can be very unnerving.'
haha i need to make a decision..
and oh.. mr goh.. you already made the decision in your heart alr.. you just asked me to await my approval.. haha.. and to let me know..

my mum(hx) is so nice.. thank you for the blessings and the encouragement.. haha.. sometimes even though she knows not the details, but she is always very encouraging to me.. i'm touched.. i love you mum..
hahah.. oh btw, mk drew the spongebob!! you know what i mean..hahah kidding..

p.s xt said that 我是过动儿.. 我不是，我只是比较喜欢说话吧了..