hmmm.. today could be my worst day yet.. don't know why but seemed to knock into quite a number of people today in the morning.. or rather people knock onto me? thank God i wasn't angry.. so upon reaching i went to pray at the side.. today's lesson is Pst Ming again.. as usual.. it is very interesting.. and Pst is such a funny guy.. his expressions are really very dramatic.. but somehow.. at some parts i think i wasn't concentrating.. maybe because i've got the notes.. and sometimes i was focusing on copying the notes onto my book, i didnt catch what he said.. hmm and i didnt manage to laugh nearing the end.. slight smile probably.. haha..

when my team members joked about me, before the break ends, i dont know why but my heart just sunk sooo low.. suddenly i feel so sad.. hmm.. had a struggle in my thoughts when lesson was going on.. i think i'm really good at putting on a strong front.. i still laughed and smiled when school ends, as per normal and even went for the choir audition; i didn't sign up but just try for fun.. mr goh if you're reading this, the struggle is one part of the conversation that we had the other day.. this post is emo again.. haha