SOT today is so exciting.. start off the day with annabel leading..! but then.. i was pretty excited until i started jumping.. suddenly i feel feverish and my head felt pain.. i think its because i drank the teh-0 bing.. so after elevate.. i'm feeling pretty bad migraine.. all the way till worship.. and like tuesday.. we had quite a long worship.. so during the 2nd or 3rd worship song, i was praying for healing from God when everyone is worshipping.. i just laid my hand on my forehead and prayed.. but then.. my mind was telling me 'what are you doing? everyone is worshipping and you're holding your forehead? what if somebody sees you?' my first reaction was oh ya.. will be quite awkward if someone sees me and think what i'm doing.. but my head was having quite some pain.. then i heard the Lord speaking to me..

'Is it better for me to heal you or not to heal you? and let you continue worshipping with the pain?'

and God reminded me of what Jesus said when He wanted to perform healing during the Sabbath.. i was like that's so true.. how am i to worship and focus when i'm having such great pain.. so i then continued putting my hand on my forehead and prayed for healing.. many times i did.. and the pain diminished gradually.. it was still during worship.. then i heard God speaking again..

'you shall be bold from now on. if you have faith, you shall have NO fear for I am with you.'

i'm so shocked by the word God uses and i'm like..

'God, you mean some fears? or you meant that i'll be able to overcome fears?'

and all of a sudden, i knew that i had lack of faith for a moment.. this is quite cool for me.. and before Pastor Derek ends the worship, he specially prayed for healing upon migraine and headache ONLY.. it was really really really amazing.. i felt like i'm having a long talk with God during worship.. and before worship ends, my stomach hurts a little.. guess it's the after effect of the drink.. i was like oh no! i will to leave the hall to go to the toilet how? so when worship ended, Pastor said,' you need a break.. now is 1010, come back at 1040..' i was like =O.. a break?!?! 30 mins LONG?! the longest break we had so far.. it was so real..

ps.. i told xt about the amazing thing of pastor praying only for migraine and headache!